addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
shinoda
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
tagboard ;
guestbook
fan aircon
phew, pc doctor says: "the eye drops can be used for ears and vice versa. i think its an antibiotic. " yay. okay now i will put more of it into my ear. ahha.
i have decided to be more productive from tmr onwards. er, gradually though. my peemply face will have to go! the peemples look terrible. i just cleaned up my closet. (reminds me of eminem's "cleaning out my closet"). well the clothes cupboard. almost done. half of the part where you hang the hangers is full of baby dresses. some of my old vintage dresses, others my younger pesky sister's. actually most of them are hers. all frilly. eeeeew. she still hasn't moved completely out of this place. i see stickers on my bed frame, pokemon pouches hanging on my lamp, stickers on my tv, stickers on the wall, santaclause clock on my shelf. you get the idea.
i wish i had a camera. a digicam. my very own. then i can take pictures of cool stuff in my room. and cool pictures of my body parts. (no don't think dirty). i mean my NAILS! yay. so that i don't have to worry if i chip one. lol. and i can keep the picture forever and show shuaige when shuaige comes home. unless you want me to keep these nails till shuaige comes home. hm.
my room's so messy. people think i'm "organised" and stuff. but the truth is, my room is the messiest place ever. heh. floor's cluttered, table's cluttered, shelve's a mess. reason is this- everytime i try to clean it up, i end up messing it up even more. cos i want to categorize them and have a certain sequence, pattern. i want the most practical arrangement, easy to keep, easy to take out. problem arises here! i soon run out of steam cos there's just too many things! over perfectionist me gets lazy and decides to leave it there. either that, or it'll get into such a huge mess that i literally cannot walk and my maid will come in and sweep everything under the bed. so funny. i've always had this marvellous problem.
okay my room's still messy. hahaha. i want to be like harry potter people! wave my wand and then everything will be where i want it to be. i was watching the part 2 of chamber of secrets on tv just now, comparing to gof that i watched last night, the actors have grown SO MUCH! like a lot a lot. neville! neville neville neville. neville is now tall and skinny. then he was short and plump. ron and harry and hermione have changed loads too. oh did you know, they used some sorta spot filter for the movie so as to digitally remove the actors' pimples. hahaha. yay i am not the only pimply one. eh no fair emma watson's hair is curly too, how come hers look so nice?!?!?! no fair.
some mozzies have been feeding on me. mozzies like fat people. so therefore, i am fat. yay. eh all the people on tv have flawless skin. -grumbles.